VA - Out Of The Darkness

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released March 20, 2019

All proceeds goes to American Foundation for Suicide Prevent.
afsp.org

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This compilation is dedicated to Christopher Casey, and is meant to raise awareness of resources for anyone suffering from depression or thoughts of suicide.

I am extremely grateful for all of the bands and artists who have contributed to this project, as well as Renato Malizia, who assembled it for final production.

Everyone involved has expressed their deepest condolences, or their understanding of how this kind of tragedy has affected them personally.

I wish to extend my gratitude to everyone who has participated in this compilation, and to Renato for making it possible.

To anyone out there who is suffering, you are not alone.

Sincerely-
Paul F Baker

afsp.org

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This is perhaps the most important project I was able to do at TBTCI.

With pride and great honor, I thank Paul for sharing the project with me, and now, I would just like to emphasize that he always pays attention because the subject is extremely important and must be taken very seriously.

Spread it around, be inspired by artists who make this a project more than necessary and special.

Thank you all.

With love and respect

Renato Malizia

#youarenotalone

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Realization and production: Paul Baker and The Blog That Celebrates Itself

Artwork by TBTCI

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Track Name: A Place to Bury Strangers - My Heart Is Chained
MY HEART IS CHAINED

Oh I love you
And I’m carving on the walls on the shower
And I take you
and now I’m filled with not enough feelings on the skin
All these trials and changes
for the clouds I call and arrange
And now it feels
and now it proves that it touch you
now I call, and a fall, and a save
Cause its a feeling that you know
when the claws ignore the curtain of the show
and doubt my feelings and Im lookin in your eyes
Enjoy the curls and all the fields are colorized
Don’t wanna take your ever
Like because I know I’ll take you
You leapt out your eyes since you call
Don’t know when to fall and now you walk
But there’s chains in my heart
And all the bolts and keys it falls and down apart
don’t break because its not holding on the king
Don’t wanna make you scared with all the feelings that are dreams
Though my heart is chained it claws in the hall
Not all the cutting or the tearing me apart
fight all the tears and now it feels like it’s gone
not the calls and not if god looks on
now the field is chained
Track Name: Aerial Love Feed - Safe On Hollow Ground
Aerial Love Feed
Safer on hollow ground

I watched the sun for an hour
until it died down
I watched your face for a day
to try to compare

spin and close your eyes
see me turn around
blind in your beautiful world
safe on hollow ground
my expectations high
you had to bring to me down
blind in your beautiful world
safe on hollow ground

When all I’m left with is
the comfort of your smile
and all I needed was
life to be worthwhile
all these wasteland tears
seems so far away

spin and close your eyes
see me turn around
blind in your beautiful world
safe on hollow ground
my expectations high
you had to bring me down
blind in your beautiful world
safe on hollow ground

I watched the sun for an hour
until it died down
I watched your face for a day
to try to compare
Track Name: Baltic Noise - Happy Anniversary
Baltic Noise- Happy Anniversary

Happy Anniversary
I started wasting away in the car, again
I know how hard it gets for you
"I'll be home soon"

Weeks drag on alone
In this January cold
Your saccharine salty words
Have left me so cold
I don't know where you've gone
You've left petals in your wake
It's hard to wake up now
With cold sheets

Happy anniversary
I started wasting away in the car, again
I know how hard it gets for you
"I'll be home soon"
I would wait for you, if only you had known
I don't want you to wait for me
I would wait for you, if only you had known
I don't want you to wait for m
Track Name: Biltmore Dive - When The Sun Collapsed
When the sun collapsed

When the sun collapsed
Blinded by the last bright beam of light
When you left, time lapsed
Exhasted by the weight of what was right

Home is where the heart is
So that's what I've been told

When your heart had cracked
I said don't give up on us tonight
When you left in the night
You took your life along with mine

Home is where the heart is
So thats what I've been told
This is where you ended it
And I must go alone
And take your things back home

There's nothing left here for me to prove
It's time to move on without you
A life without you
Track Name: Her Kind - Like Salt
Her Kind
like salt

“i’ll see you off in the morning light”
the rising smoke
pouring out of your mouth
like salt, in the water

she is where we are,
lost in the fog

you’re in the dark in a silent veil
the door is closed
to open it up is
like salt, in the water

she is where we are,
lost in the fog
Track Name: Lautmusik - Sobriety
Sobriety

Better be safe than be sorry
Better be safe than be sorry
You'll know
As I let it go - you let it show (2x)

All the twistings of sobriety
Will set you free - Will set you free

The days gone by
The happy haze
Before the fall
As evil does (2x)

Better be safe than be sorry
Better be safe than be sorry
You'll know

I'd rather change your mind
A little all the time
I'd rather change my ways
A little every day
You'd better change, you'd better change, you'd better change your mind
A little all the time
I'd rather change my ways
I'd rather change your mind
A little all the time
A little all the time

(Changing, changing everyday)

Better be safe than be sorry
Better be safe than be sorry
You'll know
As I let it go - you let it show

The days gone by
The happy haze
Before the fall
As evil does
Track Name: Lavender Blush - Tulip
Tulip:

i wandered down the street
watching shadows on the concrete
i feel so young
i feel so sweet
i'm wasting time before we meet

with you, dark thoughts are not allowed
can't swallow me, can't touch me now

california breeze against my arms
a refuge far away from harm
i wish i could feel this way once more
i think it's what i was created for

with you, dark thoughts are not allowed
can't swallow me, can't touch me now
Track Name: Monster - Hole Punch
Monster- Hole Punch

It was a hole punch to the stomach
I'm a paper doll w a void
black hole inhaling the smoke
all the food all the drugs
my world's an never ending bridge
my paper world tape and string
there's a rousing sway most of the time
I guess the rocking lulled me

there are no lullabies
there's chaos all the time

I know there are twisting shadows
of scissors hole punches and rain
my lonely exaggerated monsters
the sinking sandpit in my brain
magnified unbalanced me 2D teetering
I'm tired of moving by the breeze but I can't stop anything
Track Name: Panophonic- Light In My Darkness
Panophonic- Light In My Darkness

The deep despair, I can’t think straight

All of my failures, Get in the way

And madness is taking hold

The growing anger consumes my soul

I don’t feel joy, I just feel pain

The darkest days are here again

My head keeps spinning, out of control

Then you smile at me and make me whole

I’ll make it through cause I have you,

Through my darkest hours you will see me through

It is so lonely, so awfully sad

That in this body I feel so trapped

I am so lost, wish for an end

Then in your arms I found a friend

I don’t feel joy, I just feel pain

The darkest days are here again

My head keeps spinning, out of control

Then you smile at me and make me whole

I’ll make it through cause I have you,

Through my darkest hours you will see me through
Track Name: Plasticstatic - Remain
Remain

The deepest layer of your person
Seats a core that absorbs blame.
When you stray from your idea of perfection,
It binds itself in chains
While a different you remains.
You remain.

In the moments of your trials,
I wish I'd been there to say
“It's fine to feel down and to fall,
But please don't go away.
Please don't go away.
Please remain.”
Track Name: Raw Feels - Awake
Raw Feels
Awake

In the face of your love, blue infinities
You will never be turned away from this city
Swarm of flies through open doors
Nowhere to hide, sleep on the floor

I’ve been trying to see a way
The words I’m thinking to lie awake

In the spirit of the times slightly in a haze
You can look me in the eyes
Without much to say
Familiar darkness driven out
Of the interior with all your doubt

I've been trying to see a way
The words I’m thinking to lie awake
Track Name: Static Daydream - So Sad Again
Static Daydream-
So Sad Again

So sorry that I didn't know
There's no place that I wouldn't go
To see the sadness in your eyes
Or hear the pain inside your cries
You were so kind to everyone
Could have been to anyone
Just want you to feel at home
And to never feel alone
Now you're gone and it feels so wrong
I hope that you're where you belong
Hope you never feel so bad
Never never feel so sad again
So sad again...

You tried so hard to just hang on
Never thought that you'd be gone
You stole the hearts of everyone
We'll kiss your soul as you move on

I never said what I wanted to say
Never thought it would end this way
Thought there's be another day
Just to say what I wanted to say
Track Name: the Cult of Lip - Kissing Embers
the Cult of Lip
"kissing embers"

"Waiting
waiting for those eyes
see this in a light
that never shines
feel it burning bright

Ohh
set ablaze
ohh
got me in a haze
ohh
thought it went away
no no
here to stay

See it
see it in the flame
kissing embers play
glarin on my face
burn beyond this plane

Ohh
feel the strain
ohh
in another way
ohh
body will break
no no
I reclaim"
Track Name: The Sorry Shop - Shattered Stars
Shattered stars
(Garcia & Reguffe)

From inside the mirror
Reflections fade
From behind the shadows
Lost in space
All the shattered stars
Dying in my dreams
Glory morning skies
Crumbling over me

Days are falling (down) and we are lost

From behind the walls
Something’s gone
Trapped in a maze
Of our own
Hanging from the ceiling
Dancing in the air
Dreaming of a day
We will come back
Track Name: Vicious Blossom - Emerald (Acoustic)
Vicious Blossom-Emerald

slip into my room and melt into my bed
actions speak louder than words we've ever said

words alone are not enough
for someone to express their love

we dim the lights and then we slowly get undressed
and we begin to feast upon each other's flesh

you're the rose I'm the thorns
you're everything that I adore

you hover gracefully above my beating heart
its poetry in motion a gorgeous work of art

pull me close hold me tight
I'll drift inside of you tonight

I love it when you're laying naked next to me
I swear I've never been this close to ecstasy

our love shines like the stars
that dance above the broken homes
Track Name: Whorish Boorish - Hot Eyes
Whorish Boorish - Hot Eyes

I've been telling everybody what you think of me. I've been telling all my friends now, what you think 'bout me, but the temperature doesn't lie when I see your eyes (when I see your eyes). It's how I feel today, I can't help it, I feel this way.
Track Name: Your Gaze - Underground
“Underground”
by Your Gaze

Spring and me
Incomplete
Leaves on the ground
Upside down
Every time the stars fall
The queen of leaves restores it all

Spring and me
Incomplete
Upside down
Underground
Every time the stars fall
The queen of leaves restores it all
Restores it all

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