VA - Out Of The Darkness

by TBTCI

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MY HEART IS CHAINED Oh I love you And I’m carving on the walls on the shower And I take you and now I’m filled with not enough feelings on the skin All these trials and changes for the clouds I call and arrange And now it feels and now it proves that it touch you now I call, and a fall, and a save Cause its a feeling that you know when the claws ignore the curtain of the show and doubt my feelings and Im lookin in your eyes Enjoy the curls and all the fields are colorized Don’t wanna take your ever Like because I know I’ll take you You leapt out your eyes since you call Don’t know when to fall and now you walk But there’s chains in my heart And all the bolts and keys it falls and down apart don’t break because its not holding on the king Don’t wanna make you scared with all the feelings that are dreams Though my heart is chained it claws in the hall Not all the cutting or the tearing me apart fight all the tears and now it feels like it’s gone not the calls and not if god looks on now the field is chained
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Aerial Love Feed Safer on hollow ground I watched the sun for an hour until it died down I watched your face for a day to try to compare spin and close your eyes see me turn around blind in your beautiful world safe on hollow ground my expectations high you had to bring to me down blind in your beautiful world safe on hollow ground When all I’m left with is the comfort of your smile and all I needed was life to be worthwhile all these wasteland tears seems so far away spin and close your eyes see me turn around blind in your beautiful world safe on hollow ground my expectations high you had to bring me down blind in your beautiful world safe on hollow ground I watched the sun for an hour until it died down I watched your face for a day to try to compare
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Baltic Noise- Happy Anniversary Happy Anniversary I started wasting away in the car, again I know how hard it gets for you "I'll be home soon" Weeks drag on alone In this January cold Your saccharine salty words Have left me so cold I don't know where you've gone You've left petals in your wake It's hard to wake up now With cold sheets Happy anniversary I started wasting away in the car, again I know how hard it gets for you "I'll be home soon" I would wait for you, if only you had known I don't want you to wait for me I would wait for you, if only you had known I don't want you to wait for m
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When the sun collapsed When the sun collapsed Blinded by the last bright beam of light When you left, time lapsed Exhasted by the weight of what was right Home is where the heart is So that's what I've been told When your heart had cracked I said don't give up on us tonight When you left in the night You took your life along with mine Home is where the heart is So thats what I've been told This is where you ended it And I must go alone And take your things back home There's nothing left here for me to prove It's time to move on without you A life without you
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Her Kind like salt “i’ll see you off in the morning light” the rising smoke pouring out of your mouth like salt, in the water she is where we are, lost in the fog you’re in the dark in a silent veil the door is closed to open it up is like salt, in the water she is where we are, lost in the fog
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Sobriety Better be safe than be sorry Better be safe than be sorry You'll know As I let it go - you let it show (2x) All the twistings of sobriety Will set you free - Will set you free The days gone by The happy haze Before the fall As evil does (2x) Better be safe than be sorry Better be safe than be sorry You'll know I'd rather change your mind A little all the time I'd rather change my ways A little every day You'd better change, you'd better change, you'd better change your mind A little all the time I'd rather change my ways I'd rather change your mind A little all the time A little all the time (Changing, changing everyday) Better be safe than be sorry Better be safe than be sorry You'll know As I let it go - you let it show The days gone by The happy haze Before the fall As evil does
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Tulip: i wandered down the street watching shadows on the concrete i feel so young i feel so sweet i'm wasting time before we meet with you, dark thoughts are not allowed can't swallow me, can't touch me now california breeze against my arms a refuge far away from harm i wish i could feel this way once more i think it's what i was created for with you, dark thoughts are not allowed can't swallow me, can't touch me now
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Monster- Hole Punch It was a hole punch to the stomach I'm a paper doll w a void black hole inhaling the smoke all the food all the drugs my world's an never ending bridge my paper world tape and string there's a rousing sway most of the time I guess the rocking lulled me there are no lullabies there's chaos all the time I know there are twisting shadows of scissors hole punches and rain my lonely exaggerated monsters the sinking sandpit in my brain magnified unbalanced me 2D teetering I'm tired of moving by the breeze but I can't stop anything
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Panophonic- Light In My Darkness The deep despair, I can’t think straight All of my failures, Get in the way And madness is taking hold The growing anger consumes my soul I don’t feel joy, I just feel pain The darkest days are here again My head keeps spinning, out of control Then you smile at me and make me whole I’ll make it through cause I have you, Through my darkest hours you will see me through It is so lonely, so awfully sad That in this body I feel so trapped I am so lost, wish for an end Then in your arms I found a friend I don’t feel joy, I just feel pain The darkest days are here again My head keeps spinning, out of control Then you smile at me and make me whole I’ll make it through cause I have you, Through my darkest hours you will see me through
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Remain The deepest layer of your person Seats a core that absorbs blame. When you stray from your idea of perfection, It binds itself in chains While a different you remains. You remain. In the moments of your trials, I wish I'd been there to say “It's fine to feel down and to fall, But please don't go away. Please don't go away. Please remain.”
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Raw Feels Awake In the face of your love, blue infinities You will never be turned away from this city Swarm of flies through open doors Nowhere to hide, sleep on the floor I’ve been trying to see a way The words I’m thinking to lie awake In the spirit of the times slightly in a haze You can look me in the eyes Without much to say Familiar darkness driven out Of the interior with all your doubt I've been trying to see a way The words I’m thinking to lie awake
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Static Daydream- So Sad Again So sorry that I didn't know There's no place that I wouldn't go To see the sadness in your eyes Or hear the pain inside your cries You were so kind to everyone Could have been to anyone Just want you to feel at home And to never feel alone Now you're gone and it feels so wrong I hope that you're where you belong Hope you never feel so bad Never never feel so sad again So sad again... You tried so hard to just hang on Never thought that you'd be gone You stole the hearts of everyone We'll kiss your soul as you move on I never said what I wanted to say Never thought it would end this way Thought there's be another day Just to say what I wanted to say
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the Cult of Lip "kissing embers" "Waiting waiting for those eyes see this in a light that never shines feel it burning bright Ohh set ablaze ohh got me in a haze ohh thought it went away no no here to stay See it see it in the flame kissing embers play glarin on my face burn beyond this plane Ohh feel the strain ohh in another way ohh body will break no no I reclaim"
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Shattered stars (Garcia & Reguffe) From inside the mirror Reflections fade From behind the shadows Lost in space All the shattered stars Dying in my dreams Glory morning skies Crumbling over me Days are falling (down) and we are lost From behind the walls Something’s gone Trapped in a maze Of our own Hanging from the ceiling Dancing in the air Dreaming of a day We will come back
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Vicious Blossom-Emerald slip into my room and melt into my bed actions speak louder than words we've ever said words alone are not enough for someone to express their love we dim the lights and then we slowly get undressed and we begin to feast upon each other's flesh you're the rose I'm the thorns you're everything that I adore you hover gracefully above my beating heart its poetry in motion a gorgeous work of art pull me close hold me tight I'll drift inside of you tonight I love it when you're laying naked next to me I swear I've never been this close to ecstasy our love shines like the stars that dance above the broken homes
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Whorish Boorish - Hot Eyes I've been telling everybody what you think of me. I've been telling all my friends now, what you think 'bout me, but the temperature doesn't lie when I see your eyes (when I see your eyes). It's how I feel today, I can't help it, I feel this way.
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“Underground” by Your Gaze Spring and me Incomplete Leaves on the ground Upside down Every time the stars fall The queen of leaves restores it all Spring and me Incomplete Upside down Underground Every time the stars fall The queen of leaves restores it all Restores it all

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released March 20, 2019

All proceeds goes to American Foundation for Suicide Prevent.
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This compilation is dedicated to Christopher Casey, and is meant to raise awareness of resources for anyone suffering from depression or thoughts of suicide.

I am extremely grateful for all of the bands and artists who have contributed to this project, as well as Renato Malizia, who assembled it for final production.

Everyone involved has expressed their deepest condolences, or their understanding of how this kind of tragedy has affected them personally.

I wish to extend my gratitude to everyone who has participated in this compilation, and to Renato for making it possible.

To anyone out there who is suffering, you are not alone.

Sincerely-
Paul F Baker

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This is perhaps the most important project I was able to do at TBTCI.

With pride and great honor, I thank Paul for sharing the project with me, and now, I would just like to emphasize that he always pays attention because the subject is extremely important and must be taken very seriously.

Spread it around, be inspired by artists who make this a project more than necessary and special.

Thank you all.

With love and respect

Renato Malizia

#youarenotalone

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Realization and production: Paul Baker and The Blog That Celebrates Itself

Artwork by TBTCI

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